I wish...

I wish that I had been a better blogger this last almost two months.

I wish that I could explain everything to everyone about every reason why in a way that was eloquent, coherent, truthful and just to everything that has gone on, but I don't know how.

I wish that I could make my allergies go away.

I wish that I could make the stress my husband deals with every day less.

I wish that I could find a way to express how much he means to me and how much he is my rock, my foundation and my joy.

 

I wish that I could bottle up each and every precious moment shared with Roslyn and never forget how she sounds and smells and feels when she is cuddled up in my arms.

I wish that I could understand and reach those who choose to cause hurt and pain.

I wish that I could take away every lie and harsh word that has ever damaged or hurt a person.

I wish that I could allow myself the time to tend to my own heart and soul.

I wish to be the kind of friend that my true friends are to me.

I wish that I were inspired right now.

I wish that I could tell everyone I love how much that they mean to me.

I wish for open communication and truth.

I wish for more adventures for my days.

I wish for more discipline to achieve my goals.

I wish for the heart to just let it all be.

I'm keeping my wishes safely in my heart and for now I will simply choose happiness and joy and peace.

Comments

[Shelley Haganman]

I am happy to see you back on your blog!! I wish only the very best for you and yours!!

[Shannon]

Rachel, I think you just did. You know I love you and if you're hurting I'm here for you to unload on. Stay kindred my friend, keep that whimsical spirit that is you in all the fallout and gray....because you'll always shine through. <3 you.

[amanda fuentes]

Glad to see you blogging! I've missed your beautiful layouts and little details of your "goings ons". I don't know what's going on right now but I will say a prayer for you to get through it all. You seem like an upbeat strong woman, keep it up!

"Whimsical spirit" as described by Shannon describes you so well!

P.S. My 2 cousins were in Prescott this weekend and they LOVED it! They want to move there!

[sarah]

You pulled at my heart strings chick!!

Love how roslyns crocs have dirt on them, hehe, keep it real!!! unlike me who would have reached for a baby wipe!!

[Mary Ann]

I'm happy to see you posted.
I've been missing your creativity :)
I hope all is well, and even though it sounds like things may be a little off for you right now, just know you are missed.